Emphasized

Sitting at the corner most table in Popsys with Vidya, last night, staring at dim lights as people ate listening to Bob Marley's 'Stand up for your life' ...I was deciding my life... my next step. Should I stand up and walk away from the humilation that I have faced in that God forsaken place or stick around.
It was this uncertainity that I feared all my life and would run away from. Because running away is a;ways the best solution. The place is absolutely hopless with a bunch of hopeless people running it and ofcourse people who don't have the basic manners. Given the first chance I would run away right now! But keeing in mind that this is the best place for me unlearn myself and indulge in activities that I want to...

My heart is drenched with words and I dont know how to get over it. I asled myself only one question : Is this worth it? the pain, the anger, the frustration and endless feeling of emptiness? I know it is not worth it ..but when I think of the things I have learnt here.. it feels good. However, mistakes happen. I did a typo error yesterday..and even word did not show the mistake. I should have re-checked it ..but loosing a job because of this and being called incompetent is not the right way to deal with it.