This is what Meera had to say abt me...

1. My name: chumki :P
2. Where did we meet?: atp bhajan hall
3. How long have you known me?: 5 yrs
4. How well do you know me (a lot, not so much, nothing)?: a loooot
5. When you first saw me what was your first impression? now here's one sensible chick:)
6. Mi birthday?: 1st may-labour day
7. Hair colour?: black
9. Do you remember the first things I said to you when we first met? u laughed...coz i 'd broken my specs:((
10. What's my fav type of music?: rock
11.What's one of my fav things to do outdoors?: hitting the discs these days???
12. Am I shy or outgoing? ambivert
13. Would you consider me a friend?: a very good one
14. Have you ever seen me cry? If yes, when?: lotsa times.....
15. If there were one good nickname for me, what would it be? chumki's ur copyright:P
AM I !?!?!?
17. Quiet or loud? quiet
18. Short or Tall: short:P im taller boss!
19.Weird or original: originally weird:P
20. Smart or stupid? smart,i must say
21. Boring or Fun? fun...aint i ur companion:P
22. Attractive or Unattractive? an attractive bong!
DO YOU THINK I'M... (yes or no, if u wanna say something extra say it)
23.A psycho? not yet:P
24.Athlethic? yeah...as athletic as a puppet:P(remember final year sports day :P)
25. A nerd?
26. Two-faced? no
27.Immature? no
28. Mature? yes
JUST A FEW MORE QUESTIONS

29. What is the worst thing about me? ur miles away
32. What song(if any)reminds you of me? she's got the look
33. Do I remind you of any characters on TV? tweety:P
34. If you could rename me, what would my name be? ms journo bongy
35. A feature that you like about me as a person: a single feature???
36. If you could give me anything, what would it be? a job as a copywriter or editor in my publishing firm...when i own one:P
37. If you could describe me in one word, what would it be? S.T.U.P.I.D
38. What word do I say all the time? nah-dont know this one
39. Is there anything you'd like to say to me? fill one and send it to me too:P

Sleepy Me!

Lately I have developed a strange habit ..It is afternoon napping. Somehow it gets very difficult to keep my eyes open in the late afternoons...as the clock ticks 3 or 3:15 pm. I start dozing on my chair .. miss fast fingers becomes miss lazy fingers..

In the morning it is a mad race .. when I have to change every damn story that has a dateline of yesterdays .. my mall bozz does not realise that it all depends on the stories that come from UNI ... he is actually a prick... I am sorry for using that word on him .. but he is biased to the core ....We have an arse licking team leader who knows nothing about journalism ..imagine this ... few days ago .. milesovic was the news .. and there were many stories that were flowing in on him... when i said lets carry him on the home page ..she was like " naah, leave it, we cant carry stories of anyone who just dies like that. So what he was denied astate burial." these were her exact words.

They did not want to carry stories on bird flu .. when it forst hit India..and now if there is any feature story on bird flu . it is discarded. My boss is very proud that he has been a journalist for 15 years in Kerala ...and will all the work ex he cannot edit a good story or decide on a good layout for the page.. we never have meetings to discuss how to go about the stories ...

Grr...hy head is out of my control right now and it is difficult to keep my eyes open. So I am going home now ...thats the best part of working six or seven days in a week.. you work for six hours a day .. i work from 10 in the mornn till 3 or 4 max .. and the rest I am blogging or sleeping ...

Well, it is time to go home now ..I am planning to see brokeback mountain at any cost tomorrow .. I hope it happens ..zzzzzzzzzzzz

Work Work and only work

This has been the most eventful week. I have been working for two weeks continuously and it is about to enter its third week.
Today being sunday, is no relief for me. Stories are coming in and I have to complete them. Its three in the afternoon and I am very sleepy. It is due to the party I had last night. Yesterday, while I was still in office working :-( kuwar and mohit (Barsha's friends) called me over for a party. Initially I thought it was a prank played on me.

However, it is always difficultfor me to say no for a party. The work, boring Pg always becons me to run away from them and have fun. We went to LOR..

It felt like this is my day, they had all my favourite music playing. 'Taquila Sunrise' followed by 'Peaceful Easy Feelling' and on and on...

Holi is coming soon and I dont have a holiday even then. I will be working in office while eveyrone will be having fun playing with colours. yeah! it does make me feel a little sad..but when I think about the earlier project that I was in...the monotonous work I had there..i feel better with my present position as a content provider in the news team...

Phew! I am on the verge of falling off the chair and i badly need a sleep .. write late zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
zzzzzzz

I MiSs My BaBe

Solitude in my heart,
Gosh, I dont know where to start
I look at you, while you sleep
God! why does he weep?

A storm rages in your heart
Lying dormant for years,
Now it takes the shape of tears,
Agony and Despair,
Becoming dominant everywhere...

Hate, makes me her bait
While goodness stands behind the gates
Sorrow asks me to follow her
I know this is wrong
I have to be strong

A prayer passes my lips,
While you sleep,
I know this is your war
And this is just the start

Goodness will fight itself
Life, a slient spectator
I see you strife,
I feel the pain,

In this bitter war;
There is no one to gain...

Sabki ek kahani hain

We lead a normal life. Get up in the morning, a career to take care of, family, daily social problems. But there is a story in our hearts that lies dormant. A story, which forces of nature tend to erase and with the pain in our hearts we carry on with our lives. A story so sublime that complexities of daily life evaporates in front of it.

Yeah I too have a story. It is not about the forbidden love between the same sexes but a love story, similar to all love stories. Yesterday, I opened my heart to this new friend of mine. Her name is Pushpa, she did not have a story to tell me. However, the connectivity between us provoked me to carry on. Later, she too confessed that she is missing this particluar person in her life who entered her life as a storm and took her heart away.

Yeah, we all have a story to tell. A story which may not be as sublime as brokeback mountain. But we all have our own mountains. A painful section in our hearts where we dread to walk into. Somehow I find a connection between crash and brokeback mountain In the speed of life I collided with someone, a feeling broke out and it was against the forces of nature. I only imagine of a life where there is no caste, no creed. I imagine of a world where the obsolete social norms do not rule our lives. Where families and society dont go against the forces of love.

Love is a strange feeling, it may last a few seconds, a few years or a few months but when felt there is nothing like it. Nothing ever matches up to that. There is still optimism in my heart. I am alone in the arena but is not a fight. It is a feeling that is cherishing the love, the care and living with the pain. Happiness is a pleasure between two pains and we all live with that.

There comes a time when we wanna control our destiny. We want live the idealistic life where we make our own choices and feel happy about it. Destiny has an upper hand and is always a step ahead of us. I am not waiting for a new life or a new change. Living with the pain helps you deal with anything in life. It makes you strong, it makes you feel that similar to million of people across the world you too have a story to tell. A story that becomes your little secret and stays locked in your heart. These are the complexities of life and neither you nor I can surpass them. We live with it...

he he thats me gulp! OMG

.:Venus:.

"You thrive on balance in all aspects of your

life. You have a great deal of passion and

when it comes to love, you like to play

games. You have a tendency to search for

something better, a search which always seems

to come up short. You have difficulty finding

satisfaction in life, but you have a great

ability to get along with almost

anyone."


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