So I become the selfish girl who cares only for herself and gives a damn about others feelings. I do whatever he askes me to do. I have stood by his side when parents gave up on him. And today when I did not share a personal thing with him, I become a bitch. He threatens me that he will tell mum about N. Probably by now he must have done the damage. Mom and Dad think that I don't want to help bhaiya. They think that I am waisting my money in following a stupid lifestyle.

N loses his trust in me and is left hurt and angry. That is also for the same reason, I did not mention an incident to him.
Friends never mattered to me anyways. Bhaiya questions every step I take and yet he says that most of the time I have the freedom to do things i want to.

Fine. God, I am facing this and I won't complain about it at all. Don't you think I deserve a severe punishment that this? . So God, do something more....test my patience, my tolerance. I pledge that I won't budge...Will bear it in silence...as no point telling anyone. As whenever I open my mouth to voice out my feelings...people get hurt.